Now is when I would run
things are getting too familiar
and though it's what I've said I wanted
it induced anxiety, an impingement
on my freedom and anonymity
because if they only knew...
but we're settling into this adult life
in a conventional setting
and it's hard and we're not very good at it
and I wonder if we're still special and adventurous
and what she will think of us
and how she will judge her childhood
can't escape. must create more space
expand time, fill every moment
which is going to require work
work to beget work
which allows play
which maybe we've done enough
the onset of adulthood at age 34.
holy shit.
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